Haven't been blogging for a while because I have been unable to log into blogger recently. Obviously they don't like me. Anyway, just got back from a small retreat and it ws nothing much. Just the 2 of us.. before he starts to get busy.

I think I'm an escapist.. my mum said so too. She said..."You have been escaping from the reality for far too long. You are already a grown up now. You should learn to accept the reality."

I have been thinking a lot since that night. When people think of me as optimistic, now I know I'm not optimistic but I am escaping. People once asked me how can I still laugh and smile when something bad happens. I said I don't know.. but now I know..